I live in Nashville, Tennessee.

Today is Satuaday. So my mother took me to Country Music Hall of Frame and Museum Nashville. It is in downtown so I have a chance to see "Batman Building" again. I think it is the symbol of Nashville now. Like Eiffle Tower is the symbol of Paris. The museum is very beautiful. The building was built like piano keyboard. It is very beautiful inside. I like it. If you are interested in Country Music, you must come here. When I was there. I always thought about my father. Because there're so many things about Ray Charles. He will love it!!!! I went shopping today. I bought a book and a bag. I don't want to buy anything from here. Not only the price but also the fact that all of these stuff was made in China. My host mother bought me a winter coat as a birthday gift!!!! Actually, she told me for ages for buying a winter coat because it will be very cold in winter. It's very beautiful, thank you. I like it. Thank you for every e-mails that you guys send for me. They make me feel so much better. See you later. Love, Saiy.

Today is Friday and there's football match. This is away match and our school have to play at Hendersonville which is very far from where I am. So I cannot go there today. Before I will start something good. I will tell you how I hate myself. I compare myself with someone else again. I know you may be bored for hearing it. And another thing that always make me feel bad that I let something stupid bother me all the time. It makes me feel bad all the time. I want to think "F*ck it. I don't care." But I cannot do it. I try to think like that all the time when I know that something will let me down. But sometimes some stupid things can bother me for ages. How many person on earth will be like me. I hate myself for being like this. I don't know who I should blame for being like this. But I have to change it now. I am happy to be here this year and I have a chance to change it. If I am in Thailand this year, I will not care about this thing and it may make me in trouble in the future. Sooner or later, I have to change this manner. So I choose to change it now. I will do my best. I know that you don't understand the article above. You know what, I don't care. At lease I can tell the world that I would change my bad part. And I will make it!!!! Okay, back to something funny. I forget to tell you about one thing that we learned from AFS orientation. This young man, Hayden, teach us how to make sound "Sh" and "Ch" different. I have to thank him for letting us know that Thai people can not make the difference between "Sh" and "Ch". He was kind of inspired us because we practiced how to make these sonds difference all the way from Kentucky to Tennessee. Even though I wanted to sleep but the fact that I cannot tell the difference between "Sh" sound and "Ch" sound was bothering me. That's why I felt so tried when I was at my liaison's house. Okay, that's it!!!! Today we had to practice dancing for our first show in October in my Chorus class. It's hard for me because I'm not good at dancing. I think I can do it better on the stage. Tomorrow will be better. Yours and, especially, mine. Love, Saiy

Today was fine. I had to play role in front of French class. We had to make telephone conversation. It was funny. Tomorrow I have Geometry test, French volcabulaly test and English test. I have to work hard tonight. Actually I have to turn in my English essay today but my teacher allow us to turn in Monday because she's sick. She's very nice. I like her a lot. She always helps me with the lesson. I hope she will get well soon. Oh, I have to read the book callled "The Great Gatsby". I know nothing about it!!!! It's very hard for me. If you know about this book, please e-mail me or leave your massage in this blog. I love every teachers that I have to study with. They are kind and understand that I am an exchange student. They help me a lot. I love my chorus teacher. He's lovely. He always says "hello" whenever he see me. Well, he never talk about how bad I am in the class. As everyone who read my blog knows that my hardest part that is bothering all the time is finding friends part. I am working on it. If you want to give me any idea about starting conversation. You can send me an e-mail or leave your massage in my blog. Thank you for every comments that you gave to me. They were so nice and they helped me a lot. I like one comment in my blogger blog. It was from someone that I didn't know. She accidentally read my blog. She leaved a very nice comment. But I didn't mean that your comment wasn't nice!!!! Oh! have you ever been in Pep Rally? I think it's very cool. I wish all of my friends in Thailand were here. It's like our sport day but they just introduced their footballers, soccer players, cheerleader squad and many players of many sports. I haven't been to football matches yet. I'm looking forward to it. I think I'm going to next Friday match. Because they will play at Bellevue Middle School which is very close to my house. I cannot wait!!!! Send a lot of e-mails for me. I miss you guys. Let me know about you and everyone. I miss you guys a lot. I miss my family and my friends. See you guys next year when I finish my junior year in the United States of America. Love, Saiy.

Hey, if I don't have your e-mail, I may not send you an update e-mail about my life in The United States Of America. There's nothing much. Last weekend I have an AFS orientation at the Mammoth cave in Kentucky. It was amazing. I was having a good time with my AFS friends. We shared our experiences that we have learned in one month. Some people has been invited to the party!!!! I think I have a lot of work to do!!!! Well, my life in Belleyue is okay. I almost have to move to Mount Juliet but now I don't have to move. My reason is I don't want to change the school. Sounds stupid, huh? Everyone said so. I, sometimes, think that why don't I move to Mount Juliet and start a new life again. But the lesson that I learn from this situation is that I have to be ready to face the problem. And I have to be single-minded to make decisions. When I was in Thailand, I never had to make any decisions. I always have my family and my friends who always help me. I always ask someone when I want to make decisions. But now I can't. I have to make it since the day I came here. But now I still find it's hard to do. I learn a lot of lessons since I arrived here. But I still wants to go back to Thailand to meet my family and my best friends who I know them for almost 10 years now. Some of them I know since I was kindergentar!!!! Now, I have a lot of friends. Well, I am working on it. They are more friendly and I have to be more open for them. I will talk more, I promise. I miss you wherever you are on this earth. Love, Saiy.